Hi.
For a while I have been playing on invadedlands. When I first started it was because of trolling hacker videos I had seen from skeppy, and I was quick to buy stuff like vip and crates. Then I took a break from invadedlands and minecraft in general. When I came back last week, I was easily sucked into the server again. I don’t know what it is about invadedlands but it’s like those cookie clickers that are pointless but still fun. And eventually I made the decision to buy and Easter crate and then one Easter crate led to another and then 10 invaded crates. Over this period of time I was obsessively trying to gain more money and open as many crates as possible.
But unfortunately I had run out of money in my paypal. So that leads me to earlier today, when I logged in on an old account to see if I had any money, but little did I know I had been blacklisted for refunding, which was probably my parents doing after I spent their money on countless items from invadedlands. So I went on with my day and before I knew it I had been blacklisted on my main account (uwumax) for relations to the old account that I mentioned. Initially I went straight to the forums intending to appeal so that I could get back on and buy some crates. But that reasoning that I was telling myself helped me realize how bad things had gotten. I realized that buying crates and obtaining money was not the reason I should get back on, but the reason I should stay away. I had become addicted, I simply wanted more and I was willing to do anything for that.
I don’t exactly know why I’m writing this when nobody will see it, and even if people do I was just some random vip that didn’t make any friends on the server.
but I think it’s because I wanted to say that. If you find yourself in a similar situation to mine, please, take a break. There are other things to enjoy and it took me getting lucky and being blacklisted for me to realize that. But not everybody is going to be as lucky as I was.
and with that all said, farewell
I hope somebody out there
will miss my presence
For a while I have been playing on invadedlands. When I first started it was because of trolling hacker videos I had seen from skeppy, and I was quick to buy stuff like vip and crates. Then I took a break from invadedlands and minecraft in general. When I came back last week, I was easily sucked into the server again. I don’t know what it is about invadedlands but it’s like those cookie clickers that are pointless but still fun. And eventually I made the decision to buy and Easter crate and then one Easter crate led to another and then 10 invaded crates. Over this period of time I was obsessively trying to gain more money and open as many crates as possible.
But unfortunately I had run out of money in my paypal. So that leads me to earlier today, when I logged in on an old account to see if I had any money, but little did I know I had been blacklisted for refunding, which was probably my parents doing after I spent their money on countless items from invadedlands. So I went on with my day and before I knew it I had been blacklisted on my main account (uwumax) for relations to the old account that I mentioned. Initially I went straight to the forums intending to appeal so that I could get back on and buy some crates. But that reasoning that I was telling myself helped me realize how bad things had gotten. I realized that buying crates and obtaining money was not the reason I should get back on, but the reason I should stay away. I had become addicted, I simply wanted more and I was willing to do anything for that.
I don’t exactly know why I’m writing this when nobody will see it, and even if people do I was just some random vip that didn’t make any friends on the server.
but I think it’s because I wanted to say that. If you find yourself in a similar situation to mine, please, take a break. There are other things to enjoy and it took me getting lucky and being blacklisted for me to realize that. But not everybody is going to be as lucky as I was.
and with that all said, farewell
I hope somebody out there
will miss my presence