InvadedLands is known from blacklisting people for jokes (sometimes, depending on the staff member). You can appeal in 5 months and get accepted, then work on showing the staff team and other players how you've improved and learned from your mistakes.
It happens, and quite often. You need to get used to it, or not get too close to anyone.
Staff apps are denied for a reason, you can ask for feedback on the reason(s) and improve them.
They aren't gonna do themselves, force yourself to work on them. Ik it's hard, but explaining why you didn't do them is harder. You can do it
Many people are toxic, you can either ignore their comments, or answer kindly
dw about your skin, it's gonna be over at some point and you'll have your skin back
That sucks, hope you don't have too many problems getting a new one
Don't really see the problem with this, you shouldn't be afraid of your voice.
Anyway I hope your next week will be better! And try to look at the positive side of things.