My Personal Apology
- Thread starter Gxdda
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lol shut up random xD
whaat the
good luck I dont see how people didnt see sincerity in this but i sure did. hope u get unblacklisted
For the people that don't see sincerity, HERE:
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First off, LukeLovesCandy
During my stream, I insulted you by saying that you edated and only stream for clout. One of the reasons why I said that was because I knew that you have a history with edating. You edated three girls that I know of (hence why I said that). I also said that you only streamed for clout. I said that because you only started streaming after you got staff on Invaded. However, it doesn’t really matter the reasoning (Mega requested that I put the reasoning anyways). At the end of the day, you’re allowed to do whatever you want despite what I say.
Even if somebody does edate or stream for clout, that still isn’t a reason to attack them. They’re doing what they want to do and have their own free will. I understand that now. I clearly didn’t back then, so I am apologizing for it now. LukeLovesCandy, you can do whatever you want, and I’ll make sure not to harass you a lot as I have before. I’m sorry for doing that and it won’t happen again. I hope I didn’t hurt your feelings.
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Secondly, Hamoka
I insulted you on stream and called you a bitch. Before I even go into that, there are still other things I have to apologize for. I didn’t just stop at calling you a bitch, I did some other things that I regret. I was overall being a real dick to you and shouldn’t have said the things I said about you. You aren’t a bitch and anything I said on stream about you was just me talking shit and not actually thinking straight. While everyone already knows that (what I said not being true), I still have to clarify it in so that people do not form any negative opinions about you. You’re a kind person who is very helpful in game and nice to people as well.
You help the server a lot in everyway shape and form, Whether its the events, or the staffing you do. You dont deserve to be treated like garbage, You’re one of the funniest, Amazing staff, You were funny and talked to me and meme’d with me. I dont know why I went after you as I did with everyone it was out of impulse. I was angry due to the fact I got muted. I acted compeltely dumb, and I do apologize for everything I said. You again assisted me a lot on the server, you joined my streams and somewhat supported me. I acted stupidly and shouldn’t have Im sorry.
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Third, Hamodi
I said a lot of things about you, and none of them were nice comments. I called you fat, (which is untrue I think) and that was one of the lesser things. I said you were a shit staff, which was not the worst thing I said compared to what I said after. After that, I went on to some more personal things. I said that nobody loves you and that your family hates you. Those were a couple of the things that I said about you, not all. I am highlighting the parts that stood out to me (and everyone else) so that I can make up for those parts in order for this to be an actual heartfelt apology.
Nobody in any way shape or form, deserves to be attacked like that. Everybody is human I think we all do stuff we regret. What I said was out of impulse, once again I do apologize. Same as hamoka, you were there when a bunch of people attacked me, you supported me. Im sorry for exploding on you, I considered you a friend before you were a staff. You helped me alot back in the past. I wanna thank you for that. You are worthy of the position you are in. Thank you for supporting my streams and making me laugh sometimes. Thank you for helping me with the people calling me fat, back then. Thank you for handling them. You’re a legend regardless of what I say. Thank you for everything Hamodi, - Gxdda
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Fourth, Decay
I believe the thing that I targeted about you was your overeagerness to get Mod rank. I said that you locked the thread regarding the $2000 PayPal for brownie points when you were a Trainee. I believed that was the reason at the time seeing as you were only a Trainee back then and you did end up deleting your post about locking it and unlocked the thread. I didn’t know your reasoning then and I don’t know your reasoning now. All I know is that you locked the thread that was supposed to get the attention of the higher ups which prevented players from commenting / responding to the thread. I was angry because without people commenting on the thread, we weren’t able to let more people see the thread at the top of the list in general discussion.
As I stated above, I had no idea what was going on in that situation. It was wrong of me to assume that you locked the thread in order to appeal to the higher ups. You said the reason was for post boosting, so I completely understand that now. There were many people commenting on the post to keep it at the top, so I’m assuming that was why. I’m sorry that I bullied you over that; I was still mad about not receiving any form of compensation from the map. I promise I won’t harass you over that anymore. I know I shouldn’t have said what I said and I do apologize.
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And finally, Mega
I had made fun of how you pick and manage your staff. I shouldn’t have done that, I understand you get a lot of DM’s per day, and can’t deal with everything at once. You handle everything and you do it amazingly. I said you dont care much about staff, and dont overlook the server. You do more then just that, you pay close attention to all staff. You care for your staff and the work you do. The things you do for the server, and how much dedication you have is just wowing me. I really shouldn’t have came for you because you helped me back in the past.
You helped me during factions. You let me back on the server after I took advantage of hackers. You gave me back my base. You cleared up a lot of stuff with 14 year old me. You are a legend, Everything I said was in the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean anything I said, you made Invaded a fun time for me because you let me play factions. You will always be a legend to me. Everything that was said about you is false, You actually care for players, You care for staff, You care for the server, You care about us a lot more then we think. Im sorry for everything that was said.
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FOR EACH STAFF <3
I wrote this for each staff and they all know it <3
@Juleah @Lonewulfx3 @Twisst @AirDog46
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First off, LukeLovesCandy
During my stream, I insulted you by saying that you edated and only stream for clout. One of the reasons why I said that was because I knew that you have a history with edating. You edated three girls that I know of (hence why I said that). I also said that you only streamed for clout. I said that because you only started streaming after you got staff on Invaded. However, it doesn’t really matter the reasoning (Mega requested that I put the reasoning anyways). At the end of the day, you’re allowed to do whatever you want despite what I say.
Even if somebody does edate or stream for clout, that still isn’t a reason to attack them. They’re doing what they want to do and have their own free will. I understand that now. I clearly didn’t back then, so I am apologizing for it now. LukeLovesCandy, you can do whatever you want, and I’ll make sure not to harass you a lot as I have before. I’m sorry for doing that and it won’t happen again. I hope I didn’t hurt your feelings.
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Secondly, Hamoka
I insulted you on stream and called you a bitch. Before I even go into that, there are still other things I have to apologize for. I didn’t just stop at calling you a bitch, I did some other things that I regret. I was overall being a real dick to you and shouldn’t have said the things I said about you. You aren’t a bitch and anything I said on stream about you was just me talking shit and not actually thinking straight. While everyone already knows that (what I said not being true), I still have to clarify it in so that people do not form any negative opinions about you. You’re a kind person who is very helpful in game and nice to people as well.
You help the server a lot in everyway shape and form, Whether its the events, or the staffing you do. You dont deserve to be treated like garbage, You’re one of the funniest, Amazing staff, You were funny and talked to me and meme’d with me. I dont know why I went after you as I did with everyone it was out of impulse. I was angry due to the fact I got muted. I acted compeltely dumb, and I do apologize for everything I said. You again assisted me a lot on the server, you joined my streams and somewhat supported me. I acted stupidly and shouldn’t have Im sorry.
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Third, Hamodi
I said a lot of things about you, and none of them were nice comments. I called you fat, (which is untrue I think) and that was one of the lesser things. I said you were a shit staff, which was not the worst thing I said compared to what I said after. After that, I went on to some more personal things. I said that nobody loves you and that your family hates you. Those were a couple of the things that I said about you, not all. I am highlighting the parts that stood out to me (and everyone else) so that I can make up for those parts in order for this to be an actual heartfelt apology.
Nobody in any way shape or form, deserves to be attacked like that. Everybody is human I think we all do stuff we regret. What I said was out of impulse, once again I do apologize. Same as hamoka, you were there when a bunch of people attacked me, you supported me. Im sorry for exploding on you, I considered you a friend before you were a staff. You helped me alot back in the past. I wanna thank you for that. You are worthy of the position you are in. Thank you for supporting my streams and making me laugh sometimes. Thank you for helping me with the people calling me fat, back then. Thank you for handling them. You’re a legend regardless of what I say. Thank you for everything Hamodi, - Gxdda
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Fourth, Decay
I believe the thing that I targeted about you was your overeagerness to get Mod rank. I said that you locked the thread regarding the $2000 PayPal for brownie points when you were a Trainee. I believed that was the reason at the time seeing as you were only a Trainee back then and you did end up deleting your post about locking it and unlocked the thread. I didn’t know your reasoning then and I don’t know your reasoning now. All I know is that you locked the thread that was supposed to get the attention of the higher ups which prevented players from commenting / responding to the thread. I was angry because without people commenting on the thread, we weren’t able to let more people see the thread at the top of the list in general discussion.
As I stated above, I had no idea what was going on in that situation. It was wrong of me to assume that you locked the thread in order to appeal to the higher ups. You said the reason was for post boosting, so I completely understand that now. There were many people commenting on the post to keep it at the top, so I’m assuming that was why. I’m sorry that I bullied you over that; I was still mad about not receiving any form of compensation from the map. I promise I won’t harass you over that anymore. I know I shouldn’t have said what I said and I do apologize.
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And finally, Mega
I had made fun of how you pick and manage your staff. I shouldn’t have done that, I understand you get a lot of DM’s per day, and can’t deal with everything at once. You handle everything and you do it amazingly. I said you dont care much about staff, and dont overlook the server. You do more then just that, you pay close attention to all staff. You care for your staff and the work you do. The things you do for the server, and how much dedication you have is just wowing me. I really shouldn’t have came for you because you helped me back in the past.
You helped me during factions. You let me back on the server after I took advantage of hackers. You gave me back my base. You cleared up a lot of stuff with 14 year old me. You are a legend, Everything I said was in the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean anything I said, you made Invaded a fun time for me because you let me play factions. You will always be a legend to me. Everything that was said about you is false, You actually care for players, You care for staff, You care for the server, You care about us a lot more then we think. Im sorry for everything that was said.
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FOR EACH STAFF <3
I wrote this for each staff and they all know it <3
@Juleah @Lonewulfx3 @Twisst @AirDog46
@McDonalds @Botwave @V_A_M @Middle @ApexWasabi Look at what I said above <3 love you guys thanks for the support @myro @lonoN and the other boys you guys legends <3
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Nah once got caught once.Gxdda aint ever get caught lackin
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Hope you get unblacklisted dude, it will be fun having you back on the server?
tbh you do deserve to be unblacklisted. Even if you've been toxic at that moment, you didn't seem like a person who would break the rules so often. I'm no different when I'm angry on kitpvp cuz some random killed me and I stop caring as much about the consequences of my actions, however I still do care a little. Also, many people tought that you've been blacklisted for your 2 vids on Skeppy, not for insulting the staff team on stream. And, ngl, I kind of feel somewhat bad for making you make all these apologies public.
Also WHY AM I USER 48 AND NOT 46. Come on.
same here
Looks good.?
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