I started back in 2016, Getting my first ban during the practice beta, The servers AC went ballistic and banned players and I played combo fly and got caught and didn't get to play for 8 months. There was an unban all, I really was happy and began to play, I found myself in factions meeting my first friend on the server @Joyoy0, He was really cool and played well, at the time I was 14 when I began to play.
I had a lot of fun at the time in 2018 I got into kitpvp October actually, I began streaming on the channel "Gxdda" gaining subs and memeing, I got into beef with lots of people and it was fun to me for some reason. I began to take off on the server, Becoming known fast. It was a lot of fun, I quit in Jan 2019. I then came back in June 2019, Beginning to stream again. I lifted my channel outta the abyss, I grew faster then ever, on new years of 2020 hitting 500 subs, Then came the falling day Jan 7th 2020, I was streaming and got muted for spam it was 6 hours no biggie, I was mad ofc because I didn't spam but then it became a 30d mute, Which looking back I should've just taken the offer :/. Instead I got heated and went off, my subs somewhat encouraged me and it gave them content so I made them happy.
One of my appeals was before I did what my task was (apologize and everything) I can't appeal anymore because it still exists I wish it got deleted.
I really fucking regret it dude, Like I really wanna play man. I waited so long just to get told "Denied" No reason, No anything. I understand though its fine I guess. Highkey feels like a piece of something I did was just ripped away, I regret it all I feel so bad for what I said, and it hurts a lot, I waited for something for so long, checking back everyday, hoping and praying but nope. It all ended I can't create another appeal, It hurts a lot g. I regret it so to the staff @Mega @Decay @hamoka @LukeLovesCandy @Hamodi Im truly sorry i've written you all paragraphs and I feel bad for it, I didn't mean to be mean as I came off, It was suppose to be somewhat of a joke. I realize what I did what I did was wrong, but I realized it to late.
I regret everything :/.
UPDATE:
I appealed, and it you guys wanna see my appeal here it is:
Before I begin this, I am writing this off a second account because one of my appeals was basically "void", and one got deleted. I wanna use this as another appeal. Please take the time to read
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On 01/07/20, I was muted for 6h then it turned into a 30d mute. I was confused and asked Hamodi, After not being told I was very angry, In the heat of the moment stuff was said, I can't use that as any sort of excuse so I take all blame, I should've learned to control myself.
I shouldn't have targeted the specific staff that I did. I now realize now that I shouldnt harass staff because I have no idea what they're going through, and what effect my words could have on them.
When I saw my mute, and I just got so upset and confused I did what I have always done when I'm upset. I have now come to the understanding that I can't just insult whoever I want, just because I didn't get what I wanted.
What I said could do some damage to people, and now I understand that. I should've understood it back then, ever since getting blacklisted for two months, i've been feeling very very very regretful, I really dont wanna be blacklisted anymore. I have been feeling really down for what I said, Its backfired and I just feel like a garbage human being.
Everybody that I insulted are great people and I have talked to basically all of them. I shouldn't have said what I said, I feel genuine regret, I see everybody getting unblacklisted and I really wanna play, I've waited so long being super hopeful. Talking to staff about some help for me. I was and still am basically desperate to play.
I miss the server as a whole, I wanna get into survival as it seemed cool. What I did was 100% wrong and can't be justified in anyway shape or form. I'd do anything to get unblacklisted at this point, The server holds a dear place in my heart and I wanna be there till the end.
I met some new people on the forums and I wanna meet them in game as all of them seem cool. Everybody deserves a second chance so all I ask is to get this final chance. I dont wanna make this mistake again and I personally believe everyone should get their one final chance, I ask this to be my final chance. So from the bottom to the top of my heart please unblacklist me. I know this wont happen again, I'll put everything on it. So please, just give me one more chance.
If you do wanna talk this out with me even more please contact me on discord: scxr#0010, Thank you for reading this get back to me when you can, Please if you have any questions or wanna work anything out (To zelk or Mega) please dm me on discord please.
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It was just closed it didn't get accepted nor denied, I didn't even recieve my buycraft reward, I was gonna do giveaways and stuff. Well boys, I guess its the end of an Era. It's been fun and I will be no doubt releasing a video soon, It does break my heart that I can't come on and meet some of you. As it stands im gone forever, if anyone can help me in anyway shape or form. that would be appreciated.
It was fun, doing giveaways, and stuff. Come to think of it I bought people a lot of tags I'd show you guys screenshots but rn its kinda sad boys hour. Soo other then that, goodbye boys I'll be around on the forums but not a lot :/ - Gxdda
I wanna thank:
@V_A_M
@McDonalds
@Joyoy0
@evites
@Lumbrub
@Periys
@Zelkam (for responding)
@LukeLovesCandy (for escalating)
@OrionPvP
@hamoka (Accepting my apology)
@Periys ( helping me out a lot )
theres so so so many more people, It hurts a lot to be blacklisted still, I hope everybody has fun, if anyone can get me in contact with zelkam, I wanna personally talk to him bro, I've waited so long I just want a second chance :/. I feel so fucking sad now bro :/
I had a lot of fun at the time in 2018 I got into kitpvp October actually, I began streaming on the channel "Gxdda" gaining subs and memeing, I got into beef with lots of people and it was fun to me for some reason. I began to take off on the server, Becoming known fast. It was a lot of fun, I quit in Jan 2019. I then came back in June 2019, Beginning to stream again. I lifted my channel outta the abyss, I grew faster then ever, on new years of 2020 hitting 500 subs, Then came the falling day Jan 7th 2020, I was streaming and got muted for spam it was 6 hours no biggie, I was mad ofc because I didn't spam but then it became a 30d mute, Which looking back I should've just taken the offer :/. Instead I got heated and went off, my subs somewhat encouraged me and it gave them content so I made them happy.
One of my appeals was before I did what my task was (apologize and everything) I can't appeal anymore because it still exists I wish it got deleted.
I really fucking regret it dude, Like I really wanna play man. I waited so long just to get told "Denied" No reason, No anything. I understand though its fine I guess. Highkey feels like a piece of something I did was just ripped away, I regret it all I feel so bad for what I said, and it hurts a lot, I waited for something for so long, checking back everyday, hoping and praying but nope. It all ended I can't create another appeal, It hurts a lot g. I regret it so to the staff @Mega @Decay @hamoka @LukeLovesCandy @Hamodi Im truly sorry i've written you all paragraphs and I feel bad for it, I didn't mean to be mean as I came off, It was suppose to be somewhat of a joke. I realize what I did what I did was wrong, but I realized it to late.
I regret everything :/.
UPDATE:
I appealed, and it you guys wanna see my appeal here it is:
Before I begin this, I am writing this off a second account because one of my appeals was basically "void", and one got deleted. I wanna use this as another appeal. Please take the time to read
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On 01/07/20, I was muted for 6h then it turned into a 30d mute. I was confused and asked Hamodi, After not being told I was very angry, In the heat of the moment stuff was said, I can't use that as any sort of excuse so I take all blame, I should've learned to control myself.
I shouldn't have targeted the specific staff that I did. I now realize now that I shouldnt harass staff because I have no idea what they're going through, and what effect my words could have on them.
When I saw my mute, and I just got so upset and confused I did what I have always done when I'm upset. I have now come to the understanding that I can't just insult whoever I want, just because I didn't get what I wanted.
What I said could do some damage to people, and now I understand that. I should've understood it back then, ever since getting blacklisted for two months, i've been feeling very very very regretful, I really dont wanna be blacklisted anymore. I have been feeling really down for what I said, Its backfired and I just feel like a garbage human being.
Everybody that I insulted are great people and I have talked to basically all of them. I shouldn't have said what I said, I feel genuine regret, I see everybody getting unblacklisted and I really wanna play, I've waited so long being super hopeful. Talking to staff about some help for me. I was and still am basically desperate to play.
I miss the server as a whole, I wanna get into survival as it seemed cool. What I did was 100% wrong and can't be justified in anyway shape or form. I'd do anything to get unblacklisted at this point, The server holds a dear place in my heart and I wanna be there till the end.
I met some new people on the forums and I wanna meet them in game as all of them seem cool. Everybody deserves a second chance so all I ask is to get this final chance. I dont wanna make this mistake again and I personally believe everyone should get their one final chance, I ask this to be my final chance. So from the bottom to the top of my heart please unblacklist me. I know this wont happen again, I'll put everything on it. So please, just give me one more chance.
If you do wanna talk this out with me even more please contact me on discord: scxr#0010, Thank you for reading this get back to me when you can, Please if you have any questions or wanna work anything out (To zelk or Mega) please dm me on discord please.
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It was just closed it didn't get accepted nor denied, I didn't even recieve my buycraft reward, I was gonna do giveaways and stuff. Well boys, I guess its the end of an Era. It's been fun and I will be no doubt releasing a video soon, It does break my heart that I can't come on and meet some of you. As it stands im gone forever, if anyone can help me in anyway shape or form. that would be appreciated.
It was fun, doing giveaways, and stuff. Come to think of it I bought people a lot of tags I'd show you guys screenshots but rn its kinda sad boys hour. Soo other then that, goodbye boys I'll be around on the forums but not a lot :/ - Gxdda
I wanna thank:
@V_A_M
@McDonalds
@Joyoy0
@evites
@Lumbrub
@Periys
@Zelkam (for responding)
@LukeLovesCandy (for escalating)
@OrionPvP
@hamoka (Accepting my apology)
@Periys ( helping me out a lot )
theres so so so many more people, It hurts a lot to be blacklisted still, I hope everybody has fun, if anyone can get me in contact with zelkam, I wanna personally talk to him bro, I've waited so long I just want a second chance :/. I feel so fucking sad now bro :/
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I'm really gonna miss you bro. You were promised some Buycraft as well but you couldn't get it while you were blacklisted, and that's a real shame (even after going through the trouble of writing out apologies to each staff member). It's been amazing playing with you and I won't forget factions anytime soon (after all, we were the ones who kept it alive most maps). I really hope that they'll unblacklist you so you can play and get your Buycraft, because you've waited long enough. Keep up the amazing work on the channel (it's growing pretty fast, actually) and I'm sure you'll be a popular streamer / youtuber in no time. Till then, it's been great man! I'll make sure to tune into your streams every once in a while (omegle one was best stream by far).