So as you all may know I am perm-muted. Yea, whatever kid did that thanks, real homies amirite? JUST A JOKE RELAX... Anyways, as you guys may also know I left for college about 2 weeks ago, it has bee an amazing journey so far, but a hard one. It's been a tough move and all of the stress of the move and everything has led me away a bit from playing the actual game, and this last month has really me just getting on to speak in chat. I will be coming on to host events and get kits, but that is the extent of it at least until I am unmuted.
Nothing against no one, I would just like to say, to whomever reported me privately and felt I was being toxic, please feel free to reach out to me any time. I would like to to talk with you about what exactly it was so I know what bothers people, and not have it happen again. I have some assumptions as to what it is, but I would still like the clarification. If I play I will be coming on an alt for the sake of being constantly bombarded, and yes, I get more messages in-game than you think. With that being said, the YouTube channel will also be placed on a temporary hold as well, I may post some Hypixel here and there, but I think this was maybe a good thing I was muted, because it allows me to focus on school now.
I will still be going for staff next season regardless, and I would like you all to know I plan on being a lot different if I do become staff, obviously I am playing a sweat game and at least the time I actually played I was somewhat toxic for real. I don't want you guys thinking that of me, because in reality I am really not. I care a lot about the community and the people in it, and if you don't believe that, that is up to you. I really do hope though as the time comes closer towards next staff season you guys would welcome me with open arms, and I am not begging I am simply asking for your appreciation/willingness to put our pasts behind. If you don't catch me on and still need my help or simply want to talk, I will continue to linger the forums and always feel free to DM on Discord. I can't wait to get back into things, but for now I think this is a well needed break from everything that has been going on.
Thank you everyone who has been there for me from the start, this isn't the last of me, it is just a temporary break. Thank you to all the staff friends and community friends I have made as well, you guys are all the best!
Nothing against no one, I would just like to say, to whomever reported me privately and felt I was being toxic, please feel free to reach out to me any time. I would like to to talk with you about what exactly it was so I know what bothers people, and not have it happen again. I have some assumptions as to what it is, but I would still like the clarification. If I play I will be coming on an alt for the sake of being constantly bombarded, and yes, I get more messages in-game than you think. With that being said, the YouTube channel will also be placed on a temporary hold as well, I may post some Hypixel here and there, but I think this was maybe a good thing I was muted, because it allows me to focus on school now.
I will still be going for staff next season regardless, and I would like you all to know I plan on being a lot different if I do become staff, obviously I am playing a sweat game and at least the time I actually played I was somewhat toxic for real. I don't want you guys thinking that of me, because in reality I am really not. I care a lot about the community and the people in it, and if you don't believe that, that is up to you. I really do hope though as the time comes closer towards next staff season you guys would welcome me with open arms, and I am not begging I am simply asking for your appreciation/willingness to put our pasts behind. If you don't catch me on and still need my help or simply want to talk, I will continue to linger the forums and always feel free to DM on Discord. I can't wait to get back into things, but for now I think this is a well needed break from everything that has been going on.
Thank you everyone who has been there for me from the start, this isn't the last of me, it is just a temporary break. Thank you to all the staff friends and community friends I have made as well, you guys are all the best!
