hey, I got demoted purely for my own fault
I found invaded when I'd got discharged from hospital in 2019, I was so stressed and anxious. the hospital traumatized me so much I genuinely just lay in bed all day shaking and barely being to eat because of anxiety. I started watching Minecraft YouTubers because ya know when things are bad in your life you start missing everything from the past and indulging in nostalgia. Ofc I ran into skeppy and found InvadedLands from him (as most people do hahahahah)
I finally found a good distraction
I spent an unhealthy amount on the server, but it made me forget everything else, things slowly started to get better.
I started interacting with the community and I found so so many lovely people, which I am so thankful for.
in summer however I had to end up going back to hospital, I spoke to my invaded friends a lot here which helped me through so much. I dunno what I would've done w/o them :') I tried to still get on invaded as we were allowed technology here unlike my last hospitals but the WiFi was absolutely awful, my ping kept spiking from 90→1500 and I times out CONSTANTLY.
in November I decided to apply for staff, after applying in summer and failing (ofc I had barely any experience sjusgjjgsgjs) and got in?!!?!! I was still at hospital at this point but I tried to get on as much as possible (ignoring the crappy WiFi) also shout out to the people who remembers when I got demoted for a day
In September I'm finally gonna be going back to college! It's gonna be 2 years since I've been out of education due to mental health and I'm so excited to finally be getting my life back. I guess this is good in a way? as I'm awfully bad at balancing things out in my life and I'd probably end up being on invaded all the time and procrasting my studies haha
I appreciate you guys all so so so much, in so many ways you wouldn't realise. you've all helped me so much beyond whatever you guys could imagine
it's kind of bittersweet. I'm sad to be gone but it's probably for the best.
This isn't a goodbye, I'm still going to be around, just probably won't be on the server as much as I guess I am slowly moving on with my life
I love and appreciate you all so much, seriously
Thank you so much Invaded for everything :,))
I found invaded when I'd got discharged from hospital in 2019, I was so stressed and anxious. the hospital traumatized me so much I genuinely just lay in bed all day shaking and barely being to eat because of anxiety. I started watching Minecraft YouTubers because ya know when things are bad in your life you start missing everything from the past and indulging in nostalgia. Ofc I ran into skeppy and found InvadedLands from him (as most people do hahahahah)
I finally found a good distraction
I spent an unhealthy amount on the server, but it made me forget everything else, things slowly started to get better. I started interacting with the community and I found so so many lovely people, which I am so thankful for.
in summer however I had to end up going back to hospital, I spoke to my invaded friends a lot here which helped me through so much. I dunno what I would've done w/o them :') I tried to still get on invaded as we were allowed technology here unlike my last hospitals but the WiFi was absolutely awful, my ping kept spiking from 90→1500 and I times out CONSTANTLY.
in November I decided to apply for staff, after applying in summer and failing (ofc I had barely any experience sjusgjjgsgjs) and got in?!!?!! I was still at hospital at this point but I tried to get on as much as possible (ignoring the crappy WiFi) also shout out to the people who remembers when I got demoted for a day
In September I'm finally gonna be going back to college! It's gonna be 2 years since I've been out of education due to mental health and I'm so excited to finally be getting my life back. I guess this is good in a way? as I'm awfully bad at balancing things out in my life and I'd probably end up being on invaded all the time and procrasting my studies haha
I appreciate you guys all so so so much, in so many ways you wouldn't realise. you've all helped me so much beyond whatever you guys could imagine
it's kind of bittersweet. I'm sad to be gone but it's probably for the best.
This isn't a goodbye, I'm still going to be around, just probably won't be on the server as much as I guess I am slowly moving on with my life
I love and appreciate you all so much, seriously
Thank you so much Invaded for everything :,))
(( ily u were so great at being a moderator