I just want to admit it. I have problems. I fall into peer pressure easily and everything falls apart after that. I can’t live with myself with knowing that I have ruined everything. I get pressured easily into doing dumb stuff. Alqa is a good friend of mine. He used to be my friend. He has manipulated me and ruined a lot for me. I lost friends because him and I lost privilege to play on the server. I am young and stupid. I don’t know how things work. I began working on myself to maybe not fall for a trick like that again, I did it again but for a closer friend. I am not saying I’m a victim of the things I have done I just want people to hear my side of the story. I am truely sorry to a ton of people. Some are very big players on the server. Vxzn, he gave me another chance and forgave me. He was so nice. DrCreeper8 gave me so many goddamn chances and I kept ruining it but I finally settled myself. They were both victims. I might be hated by everyone pretty much but I still love this community. I’d like to apologize to people like Derren_LC for chargebacking him and I don’t know if subsy is even on the server anymore but I’d like to thank him for putting up with all my bull crap. After these months of learning how to be a better person, I’ve changed a lot. I’d like to admit that the things I did were wrong. We all make mistakes in life that are forgivable but for me people don’t have to forgive I wasted so much of their time. I love this community (mostly survival) invaded used to be a server I would wake up and play. So much money went to waste but at least I have got memories of all the nice people.
