Well, first off I'm really hyped that I made it so far into the season.
After experiencing denial after one day for "Not meeting the requirements" twice because I was banned in the last 6 months of applying, this is somewhat a big deal for me that I actually have a chance now.
With that being said, I'm always really nervous whether it's getting denied, getting accepted and the interview, or even saying something excessive that will affect my chances for the better or worse. (Especially worse)
I'm not too nervous about the difficulties that could come with the role in case I get accepted, as I have dealt with this matter in the past and I know how to deal with it, so my whole curiosity / nervousness is focusing towards the acceptance or denial.
Heck, I literally wake up in the morning with my heart literally pumping on whether I got denied or not, and it's such a relief to see my thread is yet to be replied to. It was also such a relief to hear that they're no longer doing upvotes or downwards for certain applications, as till I was told that me and some of my fellow friends were so worried that our applications are not replied to.
Yes, this does make me come out as unprofessional and impatient, but let's be honest. Everyone here are literally shaking until they get the big decision.
I really do wish everyone good luck, and even if I won't be accepted, I really do wish this staff season will come out as great as the last one. (I was literally so happy when I first saw the new staff members list last season lol)