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justapistachio

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If I could choose anything
I would be good and bad one day
I would fall into love and stay
Would fall into love
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
If I am telling the truth
Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
But what can you do?
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me

such a good song omg
 
Antlers antlers yes my dear
My irony perplexes fear
Like you perplex me

Like you perplex me
You're too complexing

My mind can not keep up
No my heart beat just steeps up
My feet can't seem to move fast enough
To match your pace

So please slow down
For a second
On your journey through a world
Made of cubicles
Cubicles
I've been given out name tags
All damn day
And yours is incredibly beautiful
On the front
How cliche
Please say somethin
Cuz these days
Replays of our time occur
In my head
Theres a movie screen playin
All these memories of me and someone
Heavenly impure for sure

If theres a god
Then i know we had a hand
In the creation
Of that smile that you wear so well
I've been watching through a looking glass
Looking past everybody else
That this angel who just might have come from
Hello to you my dear
Think that i've said it enough
Theres no celebrity crush
Gossip letters that i've been meaning to send

If you think you could believe in a whim
You just mean so fuckin much to me
Like
Even as friends
So
Antlers antlers yes my dear
My irony perplexes fear
Like you perplex me

Like you perplex me
You're too complexing

My mind can not keep up
No my heart beat just steeps up
My feet can't seem to move fast enough
To match your pace

So please just
Give me one chance
And i'll show you all the ways
I live up to expectations that i've
Set throughout my days

Think i've found a buried treasure
Think i've found Atlantis
Think i've found the paints i need
To make a picture with my canvas
Like

Brushstroke brushstroke
One two three
Suddenly i'm looking at the things
I need to see
So much while i clutch
This air for breath
It's like the one thing
Stronger than my fear of death is this
Punch kick
Combo move
Thats been hitting my heart
So strong near you
Right

I'm so clueless
So foolish
So stupid
So cruising through this bullshit
Alone is a dull movement

So forget whatever that you told Cupid
I got some news for you kid
I'm spoiled on new shit

A gold tunic
Flexin like i run the planet
But i'm really just a random fucking kid from Indiania
So uh

{chorus}
Antlers antlers yes my dear
My irony perplexes fear
Like you perplex me

Like you perplex me
You're too complexing

My mind can not keep up
No my heart beat just steeps up
My feet can't seem to move fast enough
To match your pace

So like
Date me

{chorus}
Antlers antlers yes my dear
My irony perplexes fear
Like you perplex me

Like you perplex me
You're too complexing

My mind can not keep up
No my heart beat just steeps up
My feet can't seem to move fast enough
To match your pace
 
You're the sound of a song and I can't get you out of my head
You're the calm in the storm
You're voice saying come back to bed
Maybe I'm just too tired to keep running
Maybe you're what I never saw coming
Am I in your head, half as often as your on my mind?
If I don't make sense, please forgive me I can't sleep at night
At least not alone, not anymore
Not since I found what I never went looking for, and
Now you're in my head
I must've lost my mind
You're the scars on my skin
You're the past I don't wanna erase
You're the words on my lips that have left
But I still seem to taste
Maybe I'm just too tired to keep lying
Maybe you're all I ever wanted
Am I in your head, half as often as your on my mind?
If I don't make sense, please forgive me I can't sleep at night
At least not alone, not anymore
Not since I found what I never went looking for, and
Now you're in my head
I must've lost my mind
There's an empty space beside me
And I'll keep it that way
Until you're here
I need you here
There was another face beside me
But I sent it away
Cause you're not here
Here
Am I in your head, half as often as your on my mind?
If I don't make sense, please forgive me I can't sleep at night
At least not alone...
 
I'm finally moving on
To Greener grass and bluer skies
Never thought I'd ever feel conclusive in this stupid life
But here I am, often contemplating suicide
Didn't feel so do or die, before when shit blew my mind
It changed me for the worst or for the better
I don't know these days
Ruined all my favorite songs
I used to have them on replay
Now if they are echoing throughout living spaces
I simply start to panic through my eyes precipitation
Think I'm quite different from the guy I was a year ago
More than numbers changed
I'm dumb, estranged, too kind of fear in those who judge me by my music and critique my personality
I used to be sweet, I guess she ripped that person out of me
Everyone who doubted me is looking terse and cowardly
Suppose that it's the price I pay for when leaking verses out of these
Hands that I use as a tool, never weaponry
For taking hold of pens and turning ink into effigies

Remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me

Excuse me sir, if you could do me one favor and just remember me forever, then I'll pay you back later
I know I say that a lot
In need of paper a lot
I probably should get a real job
Start making some guap
But to be truthful, I feel as though I should be handed everything
But not a sense of entitlement, that fuels my greed
It's more the feeling that without these things
I will have nothing to live for
While simultaneously not caring enough about life to attain them myself
Sorry, hang on, I'll start rhyming now
Probably got my neighbor screaming "pipe it down" my mic is loud
I wanna make my family proud, and kind of make a mark on this planet
Before I'm gone, they'll say damnit he had a smiley frown
A walking oxymoron, moron off of oxy often
But I'm not talking oxy-cotton, I'm talking this oxygen
I breathe to keep my lungs inflated
Mind estranged, pocket solemn, had a couple bars
My thoughts forgot them back in August, Autumn
I don't know, I just don't know

When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
 
I wear my scars like the rings on a pimp
I live life like the captain of a sinking ship
The one thing that I can guarantee
I'm like a stepping razor, I suggest you stay fair with me
Been paying dues for a decade plus
Before that I was just another face on the bus
Tappin' my foot, to the beat on the radio
Dreaming 'bout the mic and the money and the ladies
Oh mom, I promise I'm gonna be large
Some day I'ma stop trying to borrow your car
Gonna go far, with charisma and skill
Until they put my face on a million dollar bill
Atmosphere, it's just a ten letter word
Discretion is the name of my cement-feathered bird
And if you didn't hear, then **** what others heard
I think you got the sickness, I suggest you get it cured
Caught up in the mix of a bottle full of fix
I'mma hobble down the street till I reach Knob Creek
It's not that I don't like you, I just don't want to speak
You fucking freak, now keep your days out my week
The world keeps a balance, through mathematics
Defined by whatever you've added and subtracted
I'm pushin' on the hammer to trigger the brain
Embrace how I live, 'cause God loves ugly

God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly


Once upon a time in Minneapolis, yo
I damn near had to steal the show
I stepped on the stage - "Who is it?"
My name's Slug, I've come to kill a couple minutes
And what's up with the way that everybody gathers around
Each other, so they can steal each others' sound
If it's all about getting down, with the get down
How long I gotta wait for these fools to sit down?
Appears more clear in its simplest form
Nobody sees tears when you're standin' in the storm
Abandonin' the norm, and handlin' the harvest
Measurin' the worth by the depth of the hardship
I welcome all the hatred you can aim at my name
I held onto the sacred ways of how to play the game
When the soldiers started runnin' short on rations
I began tappin' the egg to spark the hatchin'
Make it happen, and take this captain to the gallows
I keep steering us into an area that's shallow
Talking to my shadow, he advised me not to worry
Said, I should plant my tree and let it rise out of the fury
So give me some light, a little love and some liquid
I'ma creep through the night and put a plug in the spigot
And when the water grows, and the dam starts to overflow
I'll float atop the flood holdin' on to my ugly

God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly


Why scream, when you can lose yourself inside the widescreen
Let life be a bowl of melted ice cream
Or be the deer that's caught in my high beams
I'm rolling with the brights on
Scared stiff, reality is just too much to bear with
Paranoid, walking around, careless
No wonder you're in love with your therapist
Go to sleep my little time bomb


God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
God loves ugly, God loves-God loves ugly
 
I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is, this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always trying my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killing my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much
Going on at the same time, I
Wish it would stop and I've tried, but
Life just sucks then we all die
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feeling so empty
I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
Of things I could do to **** me up
I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've had just too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
My body's shaking
My head is aching
It feels like my heart is breaking
My body's shaking
My head is aching
I can't fix this mess I'm making
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
 
Thank you for every moment shared
For every hug and kiss when I was stepping over there
To visit you
Some might not think it's fair
But all the time I got to spend as yours and all the care
Was more than I could ever ask for
You treated me respectfully
And that's more than anyone else
But now I'm sat sore
Caught up in my panic
Like a task force is breaking down my back door

And I hope to see you thrive, to see you thrive

'Cause I'm lying in my bed
With my pillow held over my head
Wishing that the weight of all this stress
Could hold it down and stop my breath

We must go our seperate ways
I know that is the truth
I wish that I could travel back
To the moments spent with you

And freeze time and space in a silent place
To appreciate your smile for a little bit longer

I'll try to be stronger than I am
Stronger than I am
I'll try to be stronger than I am (x3)
 
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
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what im just putting songs to express life <3
 
JustAPistachio said:
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

what im just putting songs to express life <3
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please stop like boosting me thank ylu !




atlas
"I dont crave death, i just crave peace"
[Intro]
I don't crave death, I just crave peace
I don't crave death, I just crave peace
We don't crave death, I just crave peace
I don't crave death, I just crave peace
Yo, yo, yo, yo

[Verse 1: atlas]
I couldn't use words to describe
The way I mold words with my mind
It ain't worth your time
I scribble with a certain design
That screams I'm perfectly fine
Sure, what a lie (ugh)
Life is a bookshelf covered in sand
I found it buried in the desert
With a glove in my hand
Uncovered by the shutters
I had come to withstand
I'm lacking everything
From shelter to a love for the land
I pulled the first work off the shelf
And opened up a page
I saw the chapter it portrayed
A better flowers and the rain
Thought that it was arbitrary
Till I saw the Angus
Started shifting on the paper and to everything I say
Saw myself painting pictures with the crumbling crayon
That I'm holding in the fumbling hand
Feel the sun where I stand
Started meltin' into nothing but plans
That I would never set to motion as the puddle of man
So I slammed the book quickly 'fore I headed to the exit



You never know who's gonna to be the last to hear your message
I have decided to be impressed with the variety of lessons
I suppose that I should ask myself the final nagging question like
when I die would they care



gay ass website cut out half of the lyrics smh
 
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Yeah, yeah I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partying and smashing and crashing
And all the glitz and glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at the phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for, if you had one chance?
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight and
I'll be right back at it by the end of the night
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Yeah yeah somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was trying to get a tip at subway
And back then I was rapping for the hell of it
But nowadays we rapping to stay relevant
I'm guessing if can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before when I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Decatur what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hoping we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
I could really use a wish right now
I, I, I could really use a wish right now
Like, like, like shootin' stars
I, I, I could really use a wish right now
A wish a wish right now
 
I took your heart
I did things to you
Only lovers would do in the dark
Made you a God
Pre-spokes and pre-shows
Will tell me what I did wrong
But hey
You made a ****a flip
What do I say
To make me exist?
Ooh, stranger
Still don't know my name
You still don't know my name
And I would die or stay
For you right now
But you still don't know my name
Yeah
Wish you, wish you'd come over
Missed you, kissed you and make-believe
I'm dreamin' of all the possibilities
I'm kissing all over your body, my Nefertiti
And every time I think the plan is aligning
You still so close yet so far
Still don't know my name
You still don't know my name
And I would die or stay
For you right now
But you still don't know my name
Yeah
 
Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Had a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw it
You would even say it glows
All of the other reindeer
Used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Rudolph
Join in any reindeer games
Then one foggy Christmas Eve
Santa came to say
"Rudolph, with your nose so bright
Won't you guide my sleigh tonight?"
Then how the reindeer loved him
As they shouted out with glee
"Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
You'll go down in history"
Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Had a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw it
You would even say it glows
All of the other reindeer
Used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Rudolph
Join in any reindeer games
Then one foggy Christmas Eve
Santa came to say
"Rudolph, with your nose so bright
Won't you guide my sleigh tonight?"
Then how the reindeer loved him
As they shouted out with glee
"Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
You'll go down in history"
 
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